RNBeccaB

January Recap

2012-01-31T07:34:00.002-06:00

It's hard to believe this is the last day of January. Looking back it has flown by. Wednesday will be the last day of the current class I am in (Theory & Research...yeck!!!!) and I will start class #5 next week. November will be here before I know it!

We celebrated one of my dear friends' 40th birthday this month. It was a surprise party in the gallery of a local photography studio. Very cool and loads of fun...

I finally took my Christmas decorations down last week...yeah, yeah. I know. Better late than never , right? I rearranged the living room a little bit and bought a few new decorative items. Needed to freshen things up a bit. Speaking of rearranging, my mind has been spinning try to think of how I want to design the basement. We are going to try and start having it finished in the next few months. There is so much potential; so many options.

Tred is doing good...he is loving this heat wave we have been getting in the Midwest. Will likely go for a nice long walk today. I'm hoping to get outside for a run today. I am officially beginning my training for my May 1/2 Marathon. I'll get more into that later.

Hope you enjoy your last day of January!!

What do I eat?

2012-01-13T07:57:00.005-06:00

I have been an on again off again vegetarian over the last 5 or so years. It all started after watching this video (if you plan to watch this...be forewarned. It's disturbing). As an animal lover I was utterly disgusted by this video and the way factory farms operate and found it difficult to eat food that originated that way. After a few years I slowly migrated back to my carnivorous ways and am now faced with a similar situation.

You see, my sister recently prompted me to watch this video. Forks over knives, while not as graphic as the PETA video, it sheds light on the whole process of meat processing and the effects that this lifestyle can have on our bodies. It is really an eye opening movie. Yes, it is movie length, but totally worth watching (I watched it over several sessions on the t-mill). But to think that our diet can have such an effect on our chances of getting cancer...WOW!!

So here is my dilemma. It is not practical for me to be a total vegetarian. Afterall, my main squeeze is a hunter and is your typical meat-and-potatoes kind of guy. So here is what I have come up with. I will just be selective. My sis has adopted what she calls "convenient vegetarianism". I guess I am doing something similar. I have been doing this pretty much since I watched the video a few weeks ago. Here's how it works. If I am out at a restaurant, I will order vegetarian. I will continue to consume venison which my boy hunts and I know how and where it is processed; no inhumane processes involved. If I buy chicken at the store, I will be sure it is free-range and free of antibiotics/hormones. I'm sure I will continue to modify this as time proceeds, but I find it difficult to forget how good I felt eating a mainly plant-based diet. I felt light and fresh and not bloated and weighed down.

On another note, boyfriends birthday is next week and his gift is to arrive today :) I'm SO excited to give it to him!! I'll post a pic after he gets it!

Also, my TRX system will be here today!!

As I bid you a safe and LUCKY Friday the 13th, I will leave you with a few pics from my trip to Cozumel 2 years ago. Looking out the window at the below zero temps makes me yearn for the tropics again...

Isn't it obvious??

2012-01-12T12:25:00.002-06:00

Recipe here. Delicious!!

Ouch!!

2012-01-10T01:35:00.001-06:00

Ok, just changed up the theme on my Daily Mile account (friend me) and updated my profile. I am ready to go!! I got some new ink last week and have been waiting for the healing to subside so I can start running again. You see, I got a new tattoo on my ribs...rubbing from a sports bra + fresh tattoo = OUCH!!! Anyways, it's mostly healed now and I have been able to wear a bra for the last 4 days so I am good. Ready to run....

Just hope my legs are :)

FYI, think twice before you ever get a tattoo on your ribs. It was very well the most painful thing I have ever gone through. If you are wondering what it means...look it up. I'm already tired of explaining :)

Happy New Year!!

2012-01-03T06:56:00.000-06:00

Sitting here watching the news...SO sick of hearing about the Caucus and politics and the presidential race...blah blah blah. I guess that's what I get for living in Iowa. I have been wanting to get this shirt from my favorite tshirt shop...

Started back to my graduate school classes last night. This makes #4!! I officially graduate in less than a year. CRAZY! It has been totally doable so far and I have managed to maintain a 3.87 GPA in the process...yeah, I'm pretty much a genius!

My Gebo Watch should be delivered today...YEAH!!! Very excited to get this.

The cool thing about these watches is that for every watch sold, 10 trees are planted. GEBO stands for Green Earth, Blue Ocean. Once again I have succumbed to my watch addiction. Oh well, I could be addicted to much worse...right?

My Google Reader sits at 80 unread blogs right now. I have been trying to stay on top of them lately, but have fallen behind in the last few days. It's amazing how fast they stack up! It's been fun reading everyone's recap of 2011 and goals for 2012. It has gotten me thinking about my own goals...
1. Maintain my health and happiness
2. Maintain my 25 lb weight loss
3. Run a 1/2 Marathon in May (Redeem myself from the miserable race I "ran" in 2010)
4. Run a full Marathon in October
5. Finish my basement :)
6. Finish graduate school!
7. Be more consistent with my blogging :)

I can do this! I am excited for what this year will bring.

Ok, just a quick note to end on. I always see people talking and posting pics about their "froyo" experiences. As an ice cream lover I have always been envious of these postings and have been yearning for my own froyo experience. Well...

I finally got my first taste and I must say I AM IN LOVE!!! We got an Orange Leaf where I live and I have visited it 3 times in the 2 weeks. The last two times I have gotten Brownie Batter mixed with Peppermint and topped it with a touch of shredded coconut and Peppermint bark. O.M.G! Nuff said.

I hope you have been able to spend some time reflecting on the year that just flew past us. I also hope you have been able to think about the coming year and what your goals/plans are. I look forward to sharing my accomplishments with you!!

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

b

Christmas 2011

2011-12-28T19:50:00.000-06:00

Well, the Christmas season is over and we are rapidly approaching the new year. It didn't seem like Christmas this year...

Maybe it's because I worked the whole Christmas weekend (overnight)...

Maybe it's because it is the end of December and there is STILL NO SNOW on the ground...(keep in mind I live in Iowa)

I have tried my best to get in the holiday spirit. I even went and had a mani/pedi with some girlfriends and got little snowflakes on my pinkies...

Adam also came home and Tred boy was soooo exited to see him!!

And I did some holiday baking...

Christmas eve my uncle hosted the gathering...

Then off to work...at least I got to spend my holiday with my work family :)

I showed up for work on Monday night with two different shoes on...both Danskos, but one was matte and one was patent leather...nice :)

Tred spent a few hours at daycare today...sleepy boy now! Good thing because my next class starts Monday and I have 4 chapters to get read. Yeah!?

"_____" Wednesday

2011-12-21T22:42:00.000-06:00

Not to be confused with wordless Wednesday, or any other catchy title that could be used to describe a post that really contains little words and mostly pictures. Whatever I end up calling it, and whatever day I end up doing it on, I want to try and do this once a week. I am LOVING this new camera app on my phone and find my self snapping pics of EVERYTHING! Anyways, here are some from today and maybe from the last few days.

What are your favorite things/people/places to take pics of?

What would be a good title for my weekly "wordless" post??

Flatout (good!) pizza

2011-12-21T00:24:00.003-06:00

I was reading a blog post about healthy homemade pizza and it got me to thinking that I have never shared my own secret recipe for healthy homemade pizza. Here goes...

I set the oven to broil and I put the Flatout on a baking sheet. I spray it with olive oil spray (both sides) and sprinkle it with garlic powder. Then I place it in the oven, flipping the flatout bread until both sides are toasted brown and crispy.

Once the bread is how I want it, I take it out and spread the Classico pizza sauce on it. I usually use about 1/3 cup. I then sprinkle the sauce with sweet basil and parsley flakes followed by more garlic powder (yes, I LOVE garlic!). Then I top the sauce with reduced fat mozzarella cheese (about 1/3 cup) and sprinkle the cheese with italian seasoning.

Place the pizza back in the oven to broil until the cheese is melted. Keep a close eye on it so the edges of the bread don't burn.

When everything is melted, take the pizza out. I like to top it with a pizza/pasta seasoning that I got at Aldi. I also sprinkle some reduced fat parmesean cheese on top.

DELICIOUS!! Enjoy :)

Back at it tomorrow!

2011-12-20T21:29:00.000-06:00

So, lately I have been spending my *free* time playing with picnik...editing pics and messing around with them. Here's some of what I've done. Now, now...don't be expecting anything high class here. I know I'm a bad ass at most things I do, but remember I am new to this. Give me time :)

The one of Tred is my favorite. He is just so handsome :)

Well, today I can honestly say I feel NORMAL again! I have had no inkling of wanting to throw up and my energy level is back. I did take Tred for a walk today, in the SNOW!! I did decide that I should wait another day before hitting the gym. Considering I hadn't eaten much since Sunday. I did get three square meals in today though!! I had a really good workout Sunday and was bummed to have to miss two days in a row, but whatever! I gotta let my body heal! Back at it tomorrow!

It's beginning to look a lot like Christmas...

2011-12-20T00:50:00.000-06:00

Or is it?

Supposedly it was 50 degrees yesterday...in Iowa...in December. Weird.

I wouldn't know because I was inside with v/d all day. Yeck! Feeling better today though. But after laying around and sleeping on and off all day, I remain awake at 12:30 PM and have no inkling of wanting to go to bed. Tred, on the other hand...

Tonight was my girlfriends' 2nd Annual Ugly Christmas Sweater Party. Here we were last year...

And the group grew a little this year, but the outfits got a bit worse...

Played our usual games and sat around and talked. It was a lot of fun, but I still wasn't feeling the greatest. Here are a few more pics from the night...

Jen (Mrs. Clause) and Ronda. Jen was our gracious host for the evening!

It was a good time, as always. It's always nice to spend time with my girlfriends. Since I started school, I haven't been able to spend much time with them.

My Criminal Minds marathon continues...I'm addicted to this show.

Have a good week!

Random thoughts

2011-12-16T00:16:00.000-06:00

A few random thoughts for the day:

1. I am super excited and feel really smart having aced my final that seemed to be more difficult than my nursing boards even though it was open book. I'm smart :)
2. I hope this second batch of caramels turns out better than the first did...otherwise I better just go ahead and schedule an appointment with my dentist.
3. I am anxiously awaiting my order from Raygun...

These are the shirts I got for myself. This website is addicting to look around in at the different shirts. They are great. This last shirt is inspired by all the hub-bub going on regarding Stephen Bloom and his view of being an Iowan. Think what you want...http://bit.ly/srqq9u. There is all kinds of discussion going on about this article...I think the whole thing is nuts. Entertaining to say the least.

Now I wait for the rest of my grades to come.

I wait for the bookstore to open so I can go spend MORE money on books.

I wait for January 22 to come so I can get the remote start installed in my car that I am getting as a Christmas present :)

I wait for this dog to settle down to I can go to sleep...so tired!! Goodnight all!

Final(ly) done!!

2011-12-13T00:18:00.000-06:00

Just took my first final of grad school. This is my third class, but the first to offer a final exam. Lucky me.
It. Was. Tough.
I have never taken 2 hours for 100 question exam. Never.
I wasn't ready, but fortunately it was open book. That's probably why it took so long...I wasn't ready, so I had to look everything up.
Oh well. I'm done...with that part.
Now I have the take home portion as well as one last writing assignment to finish tomorrow and turn in Wednesday. Then my third class will be in the past!!

I spent this past weekend with my sis. It was her birthday. I also got to spend some much needed time with Adam. Miss him :(

I worked overnight Friday then, after two hours of sleep, got back up and rode shotgun to DSM. We went to the Cyclocross State Champs then out for Chicken and waffles...

The food at Claxon's was great. Never had Chicken and waffles before. It was delicious!!!

Sunday morning we went to Village Inn for breakfast, then headed back to CR.

Today, spent the day on the couch ~~sleeping~~ studying. Now that my test is done, I am catching up on the Criminal Minds marathon I missed out on this morning.

Tomorrow will be more homework, but having lunch with one of my best friends.

Next Monday is my girlfriends Ugly Christmas sweater party...here's a sneak peek at one of the two sweaters I got...

Merry Christmas!!

Procrastination

2011-12-04T20:56:00.001-06:00

[no obj] : to be slow or late about doing something that should be done : to delay doing something until a later time because you do not want to do it, because you are lazy, etc. (Merriam-Webster's dictionary)

This is me right now. I am doing everything I can to avoid working on this stupid paper. Not that it will be difficult, or even take that long. I just seem to keep finding other things to do (such as blog) to occupy my time. If it weren't 9:00 on Sunday night I would go to some coffee shop and hole up in a corner and force myself to work. I guess it will have to wait until tomorrow. Tred is going to daycare so I have no excuse...other than a 10:00 meeting. And I have to go pick up my Scentsy bars from a friend. And I should probably go to the gym...STOP IT!!!

Anyways, I have recently become an addict of Etsy.com. I have done most of my Christmas shopping here and I cannot wait to share the gifts with everyone!! I gave Adam one of his early...

This is from Liquid Courage Flasks

He has been talking about wanting a flask for some time...pretty much anything with a deer head on it is a good gift for him!! The rest he will have to wait for...

I also got something for my mom...I'll have to wait to post about that one because she reads this...don't want to spoil the surprise!!

And here is a little gift I got for myself.

This chick Stephany is incredible! These are handmade bags, made of genuine leather. Check her out oat her etsy site.

**************the previous section was written last night before I finally gave up on doing ANYTHING and just went to bed. The rest was finished today*******************************************

Last night in my attempt to totally avoid working on my paper that is due tonight, Tred and I had a little photo shoot since I had my camera out...hit it!

The camera loves him huh?

He has been at daycare all day. I love daycare day :)

I'll go pick him up in an hour or so and then I will head to class. He will be so tired. I. Love. Daycare.

I got my paper done today, now I have to start studying for my one and only exam for this class. My first test while in grad school. UGH! On a brighter note, I am done with this class next week and then I have a few weeks off before I start my 4th class!

Hope your Monday wasn't too terrible. Have a good rest of your day :)

b

My many hair styles

2011-12-01T00:39:00.001-06:00

So I was looking through some old pics tonight. I always knew that I have been one to change my hair a lot, but it kind of hit me tonight just how much I do this. Here is a little "evolution" of my hair (and my weight!) from 2006-2011...

(2008)

(2009)

(2010)

(2011)

This last pic was taken a few days ago. I'm sporting the 'ombre look and I am loving it. I don't plan to cut my hair again anytime soon. I'm wanting to grow it really long. I am very fortunate that my hair grows incredibly fast and I truly love doing drastic things with my hair. Kinda crazy...

Thanksgiving Round #2

2011-11-25T10:32:00.001-06:00

Round 2 was pretty low key...

Tred was still hungover from daycare and was slow going. We headed to my parents for brunch and visiting. There, again, was a ton of food but a much smaller crowd. We were able to get some good visiting done and Tred got to play with his cousins Hoss and Never. Tito just roamed around and bullied everyone...

After we left my parents house, we went to the gym to work off the morning feast and then went to Adam's family for the evening. Again, did lots of visiting and I ate too much taco dip. I payed for it the rest of the night with an awful stomach ache. As we were getting into bed last night, I asked Adam to remind me of this next year...

Happy Birthday Tred!!!!

Tred is 1 today. We celebrated a little early last night with a special bone...

It lasted all of about an hour.

Well, I must return to the endless reading I have to get done. I don't know how I am going to pull of finishing it by Monday beings I work all weekend. I am, however, going to be meeting my sis for our sushi date today!! Hope you all had a wonderful Thanksgiving!!

Thanksgiving Round #1

2011-11-22T06:59:00.001-06:00

(I'm playing fetch with my dog as I type, so if my words are slightly fragmented, that would be why)

Sunday: Ran 20 minutes/circuit trained 30 minutes
Monday: Ran 20 minues/Elliptical 15 minutes/walk Tred 60 minutes

I'm on a 5 day streak of walking Tred for an hour. Today, it all may end. It's cold and rainy outside, and I don't have reservations at daycare until tomorrow...ugh, this could be bad. Let's home the rain stops by this afternoon so I don't lose my mind.

We had our family thanksgiving celebration on Sunday. Ate lots of good food and had the ENTIRE family there! (well, minus two of my cousins who were working) I believe my mom said there were 35 people! Let's just say the house was packed and bellies were full. I have never seen a spread like what we had on Sunday!

It was also nice in the fact that this is the first time, since Grandpa passed away, that all of my aunts and uncles were together, under one roof, all at the same time. Sure, we have lots of gatherings but it seems like people are always coming and going and missing each other. Aren't they a nice looking group?? That's my mom, in the middle in front. She is the oldest of the 7 and will be the first to admit it!

My sis was also able to make it into town for the day. A whirlwind visit is better than none at all! PLUS, she will be back this week again for round 2!! Hopefully we can do our sushi date we had discussed...

Two of my three step-siblings brought their families as well. Christmas day is usually when my dad's side of the family gathers at my parents house, and I have worked/been gone the last several years so it had been awhile since we had all been together. It was nice catching up. I can't believe how big all their kids were now!! Makes me feel quite old...

Let me just mention this now...I am loving my mom's hair these days. She decided to quit coloring it since we (mom, sis and I) have freakishly fast growing hair and it can be a struggle to keep up with the roots! The silver tone it has become is awesome and looks great on her! Props to Juliet at Fix Salon for making the transition seamless and keeping my mom looking good!!

The game of fetch has ended and Tred has finally settled into his end of the couch. It is time for me to make some coffee and try to hack away at the seemingly endless amount of reading I have to get done for grad school this week...so much for a "break".

Date night!!!!

2011-11-19T16:06:00.001-06:00

With AJD traveling a lot these days, we don't get to hang out much. Not to mention the fact that when he does come home on the weekends, I am usually sleeping/working and he is hunting. It is, afterall, "the rut".

Anyways, last night, the stars and the moon aligned...and we actually go to GO OUT!! So, I got out of my sweatpants and slippers and put on my Joe's and some cute shoes and off we went. Started with dinner at Zepplin's then ended the night watching Black The Sun at a local bar. The band was great! The bar...not so much. We will likely not go back there.

And tonight?...

Tonight we are in for DATE NIGHT round 2!!! I am so excited! We are going to dinner again and then to my friends to hang for a bit. I'll try and actually take some pics tonight!

We tried doggy daycare this week!

This is Tred 10 minutes after we got home:

Nothing better than a tired out pup!! I have also been taking him on much longer walks lately. We have been walking an hour every day, except the day he goes to daycare. Has really made a difference in his behavior!

Here is Tred after our walk yesterday:

Are you noticing a trend? He likes to lay on a pillow on the one end of the couch. He is just so stinking cute :)

I have a new hair product obsession...

Catwalk by Tigi...smells AMAZING!! My favorite is the salt spray. I have that thick, wavy hair but never want to use gel because I don't like that crunchy feeling it leaves. The salt spray gives it that piecey look and it truly does feel like you went swimming in the ocean or something...like your hair has been in salt water. LOVE IT!!!!

Well, I have caught myself up to the two-hour Intervention on Private Practice. Time to watch it!!! We are having our Thanksgiving tomorrow...hope to share lots of new pics from that!! Have an awesome weekend!

Weekend Recap

2011-11-02T14:14:00.000-05:00

The seasons have officially changed. Yesterday it was over 70 degrees and sunny, today it is in the 40's and raining with a chance of a "wintry mix"...yeck! Rain has a way of making the cold go deep to the bone. Good day to stay inside...

Good thing I have TONS of reading to get done for school...

Good thing my dog is being a big lazy BUM today!

Last weekend I had off and AJD spent the weekend hunting. We did make time to go to the pumpkin patch though and we took Tred boy with us. He wasn't sure what to make of the goats, and they weren't sure what to make of him!

On the way home, in true hound dog fashion, Tred had his head out the window as we tore down the gravel road. He doesn't care where we are going, or for how long, or what the weather is doing for that matter. If he can hang his head out the window while we drive, his world is perfect :)

Earlier that day, my mom and I ran a 5k. It was the St. Joe's Charger Challenge and it was great! Mom and I both got 3rd in our AG and I had a PR! My final time was 26:50! I don't think I have ever run that fast in a 5k! Anyways, the weather was perfect. There was a little chill in the air and it was nice and comfortable once you got to running. Here are Mom and I after the race :)

I also purchased a new camera this past weekend and I LOVE IT!!! It's a Nikkon Coolpix L120. Takes amazing pictures! I have always said that someday I want to take a photography class. Maybe when I am done with grad school...

Have a good day!

No patience...

2011-10-27T05:57:00.000-05:00

iwillnotgobacktobediwillnotgobacktobediwillnotgobacktobediwillnotgobacktobed...

I'm trying so hard to stay awake.

Coffee is brewing, lights and TV on...I just haven't gotten back to my "normal" sleep schedule since my weekend on nights! Beings this coming weekend is my weekend off I would like to figure it out sometime soon! I have been in a vicious cycle of stay up late and sleep in late. Yuck! I HATE sleeping late in the morning. I feel like I have wasted my day!

I have decided that I am not an order-online-and-wait-for-things-to-come kind of girl. I have little patience when it comes to something I am excited about getting. Take, for example, this bracelet from LovingEco.

I ordered it quite a while ago and according to shipping tracking information it should arrive Monday. I have had to wait at least 3 weeks. It looks like, according to FedEx, it is coming from CHIANGMAI TH... Wherever that is. The cool thing about this bracelet is that 100% of net proceeds go to the Stand Up to Cancer fund. I have had cancer touch my life in many ways and I feel it is my duty to give back to the cause when I can.

Time out...coffee is done brewing...

Ok. All is right now. I have my mug of coffee :)

I love the smell of coffee brewing.

Speaking of smells...

This is my new love...Scentsy! I had heard of this before but have never had my own. I ordered from a girl I work with, a starter kit, and this is what I got! 2 warmers and 6 scents! Plus I ordered some replacement light bulbs.

Right now I have "Oats & Honey" and "Sticky Cinnamon Bun" on the warmers. Smells like a bakery in here!!

I'm working 4 extra hours tonight and tomorrow morning. I am hoping that by getting up early after staying up late I will maybe get my sleeping back on track. Today I have a TON of homework to get done as well as a much needed run. I hope the wind isn't too bad. I love running in the cooler weather, but I HATE running in the cold winds!

Hope you all are having a wonderful week! One more day til the weekend!

The HAWKS play at 2:30 on Saturday! Gooooo HAWKEYES!!!

Joys(?) of a pup

2011-10-14T09:05:00.001-05:00

Well, the pooch is settled in for a nap at the other end of the couch...FINALLY! I swear he can be the most obnoxious and frustrating dog ever, and at the same time you just want to squeezehisfaceandtalklikethisbecauseheissoDAMNcute!!! He will be a year old next month. I can't wait for him to start settling down...

I figured I would get a quick post in before I start working on homework. I'm back to work this weekend so I will have to go back to bed at some point. This whole night-shift thing really hasn't been too bad. The worst part of it is just transitioning back and forth. The first night back, I typically only sleep a few hours and then I am good and tired the next day. AJD (my boyfriend) plans to go hunting tomorrow...hopefully I get to see him at some point!

SIDE NOTE: I have gotten rid of my old twitter account and started a new one...my handle is @rnbeccab. Follow me! I hope you all have a wonderful Friday...my work week is just beginning but I hope you enjoy your weekend!

Out of control!

2011-10-12T22:54:00.000-05:00

Apparently I'm out of control.

I need guidance.

Back to weight watchers it is...

The last two days I have tried to use Daily Burn as a meal journal and activity log. Yes, I used it and logged everything, but I didn't really pay attention to the totals at the top of the screen and looking back...YIKES! I kind of splurged two days in a row! Don't get me wrong, I ate some things that I don't normally eat and enjoyed Every. Bit. Of. It. BUT...I need to get back on track. I love food WAY too much to not have some guidelines and rules with my eating. Otherwise those 25+ lbs I lost will come creeping right on back!

Life after Weight Watchers

2011-10-11T10:49:00.001-05:00

Since May I have successfully lost +/- 25 lbs. Now that I have reached my goal weight, I am wondering what I do now? Weight watchers is easy, yes, but now that I am not necessarily wanting to be as strict with my eating, I am finding it daunting to have to find the point values for everything I eat. I have perused several different apps for my iPhone to use in food and activity logging and have decided that I am going to give Daily Burn a try. I am a little skeptical about the amount of calories it tells me I can have a day (2000+) but I supposed I don't have to eat them all! I have tried to do some research on what others have tried as a maintenance plan after success on Weight watchers, but haven't really come up with much. Any suggestions?

Facing it

2011-10-07T08:58:00.001-05:00

There is something about a new pair of running shoes that reignites ones love for running. I hadn't run for quite a while other than sporadically on the treadmill at the gym. I continued to use my excuse that my half marathon (LAST YEAR!!!) burned me out. Yeah, I need to get over that. I'm doing more than getting over it...I'm facing it! I just signed up for my first 5k in over 2 years! It's in about 3 weeks and I'm running it with my mom. I have also decided that I will do another 1/2 mary next year. SO, last week or so I bought a new pair of running shoes and got back on the treadmill. I am very much looking forward to the cooler weather to run in. I don't know what it is but going out in the crisp, cold air is so invigorating!

I'm back in school again too...grad school! I'm still working in the ER while I work on my MSN. Our classes are 5 week blocks so they move pretty fast, and I'm only in my second class right now...haven't decided if this was a good idea or not.

Overall, life is good. Other than the fact that I need to clean my house top to bottom at some point in the next day or so...ugh :(

Hope you have a wonderful day!

Dear 16 year old me...

2011-06-30T06:19:00.000-05:00

The message is to pass the word on...so I am. My sis sent this to me this morning after seeing me with a fresh sunburn yesterday. Eye opening...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_4jgUcxMezM

I'll Try

2011-06-22T20:33:00.000-05:00

I don't know what to say...really...I've just been trying to get life in order. Things are great. Wonderful boyfriend, great job, LOVE my family...things just couldn't be better.

Went to Texas last month to watch my sister complete her second IM. It was a great time and I was so proud of her. This was a struggle, definitely, but she pulled through and made it happen. I, personally, think she is a crazy bitch for doing such a thing...just saying.

Working like crazy. We have been so busy int he ER. Fortunately I was able to take some time for a few days and spend it with my girlfriends. We rented some cabins and got away from every day life. It was relaxing and fun :) The massages were a bonus!

And of course, I can't forget the newest addition to our family...

This is Tred. This is a puppy pic of him...he is now 6 months old and HUGE! I'll post a new pic soon. Isn't he handsome though?

I'll try to be better about updating...really...I'll try :(

Welcome back?

2011-01-31T09:02:00.000-06:00

I did it.

Yup...I did.

I deactivated my facebook account.

Something I had been thinking about for a while, and decided to do it about a week ago. And you know what? I don't even miss it! All I seemed to do was get on periodically and browse through the news feed to see what everyone was up to. Rarely did I post anything about myself anymore. So, here I am. Making another attempt to reintroduce myself to the blog-world!

So about two weeks ago, I began wearing a new device in hopes of helping me be more conscious about my activity level and nutritional intake.

I purchased a Bodymedia Fit device. Similar to the Bodybugg that you would see on The Biggest Loser...I have mixed feelings. Yes, I have a much better insight to the results of the various activities I participate in throughout the day and I am much more conscious about what I am eating...but I haven't noticed any results on the scale. I am consistently at a 1000+ calorie deficit for the day...I don't know. I've been really hitting it hard at the gym...I'm planning to give it a good 3 months or so before I can really judge.

By the way...my oblique is twitching as we speak...ANNOYING!!!

Lots of errands and things to do around the house today. Snow storm coming and we are expecting snow for the next three days. Sounds like we could get up to a foot in some areas :(

VERY excited about the Bachelor tonight!!! Have a good one!

Here we go again!

2010-11-03T11:59:00.000-05:00

Since I have graduated from college, my life has been consumed with doing all of the things that I didn't have time to do while I was in school...working tons of hours, spending tons of time with my friends, drinking, eating, hanging out with my boy (who I didn't technically meet until the week I took my nursing boards)...you know, I've been enjoying life. Recently I have been doing a lot of thinking about grad school. I'm not quite 6 months out from being a student- it would be an easy transition back, right? I don't really have the cash flow to start paying back my school loans- going back to school would put them back in deferment status, right? Having a bachelor's degree, in Iowa, really does nothing to set me about associate's degree prepared nurses...why don't I just go back to school. And so after conversations with my Adam, and my mom and one of my best friends (who will also join me in this venture) I submitted my application to grad school. OMG! I can't believe I ~~could~~ will be going to grad school! I have yet to get an acceptance letter in the mail, but why wouldn't they accept me, right?

Chelle and I at Day 2 of Spooky Cross Cyclocross Race

Last weekend I spent in DSM with my sis. It was supposed to be her final Cross race of the season, but after seeing the death trap that was the course, she opted to keep her legs in one piece and gracefully bow out. SO, we got to hang out more since she didn't race! It's always great to spend time with my sis...

Tess playing with her catnip toy

Tess is getting better by the day. She is feeling more at home...eating, playing, PURRING! It took her awhile to settle in but I think she is enjoying not having little boys chasing her around tormenting her (as she did at her previous home). She spends a lot of time in the evenings laying on my legs while I sit on the couch. She doesn't come out much during the day, but around 5:00 PM she creeps out and makes her presence known.

Looking pretty :)

I'll keep you updated on the grad school stuff...keep your fingers crossed :)

Meet Tess

2010-10-25T14:56:00.000-05:00

Adam and I want a dog....REALLY BAD!!! Unfortunately our work schedules do not accommodate a pet that needs to be let outside every few hours. I have had this need for some kind of animal presence in the condo though....now enter Tess.

I got a call last week that a friend of a friend was needing to find a new home for her cat. She would give her away with all of her belongings to a good home. After meeting her, I decided to take her in. Of course, in typical cat fashion, she beelined under the couch and didn't come out for days...We have had our ups and downs the last week or so, but it seems that things are looking up. I think she is starting to feel comfortable and feel at home...time will tell.

Family weekend

2010-08-06T11:51:00.000-05:00

Last Friday I was able to enjoy a night full of friends. Started with a barbeque at one house then I ended up meeting my girls for some drinks...

After drinking a few pomegranate mojitos, we decided to head downtown. I rarely like going downtown because it's usually so packed and loud and neither of those things are what I look for in a place to relax w/my girls. Adam met up with us though...I mean "Randy Evans"...

We found a name tag on the floor with "Randy Evans" on it so Adam decided to play the role that night. It was funny! Needless to say he isn't living that name down for quite some time!

Saturday we went to Adams home town where we just hung out and ate. Adam and his dad practiced shooting their bows and his mom and I sat outside and enjoyed the heat. Later that afternoon we went out to Hannon Lake and set up our tent. We spent the afternoon playing bags, drinking beer and having a good time!!

On Sunday we had a family gathering at a local park. Everyone brought their own dinner and dessert was provided. SO much fun...we played bags, some played catch with the softball or football, the little kids were able to play on the playground and the adults all caught up on things. How easy time gets away from us and we go so long without seeing everyone.

All in all was a great weekend...I work this coming weekend so nothing exciting is planned but lookout...August and September are full of events that I'll be ready to share!!!

I'm a big girl now!

2010-07-20T14:04:00.000-05:00

Wow! To say it's been a while is a bit of an understatement! Pretty much everything in my life has changed...for the better!! Lots of exciting things have occurred and I am in such a good place right now!! Here's a recap...

My friend Rose had her wedding reception after being married in Jamaica...lots of fun with friends!!!

I begin building my new condo!!! Well, I didn't personally build it, duh! I frequently made trips out to check on the progress...scheduled finish date is June 25!!

I graduated from college...FINALLY!!! I have my BSN and now have to await boards to become a real nurse! So glad to be done with school!

My mom, aunt and I participated in the Madison Marathon events. My mom ran the 1/4 Mary and my aunt and I ran the 1/2. What an experience! It was SOOO hot and there wasn't enough water stations...

Needless to say I was exhausted afterward...(I'm curled up on the floor of the hotel room, still in my running gear!!)

My friend Kylie got married! Over the last few months I have really re-developed my friendship with her and have made new friends in the process. What a fun night!!

This is Amy, Rose and I on our way to DSM to take our nursing boards. Despite the smiles we are all incredibly nervous at this point, but......WE ALL PASSED!!! That's right, you're looking at three nurses right here! I was so glad to have them with me through the experience. I would have been much worse off had I gone by myself.

In the meantime, I started working as a nurse in the same hospital and department where I've been a tech for the last three years. It has really made the transition smoother since I already know the department and where things are and I have an idea of the processes and stuff already. Geesh! I can't imagine starting in a brand new place as a brand new nurse...how scary!

I met a boy...yes he is adorable! And so incredibly sweet and nice and respectful and generous and everything I have never had in previous relationships. It is so nice to have someone who actually wants to be around me and actually shows interest in my life!

My cousin Adam came home FINALLY from the Army. He has spent the bulk of his 4 years overseas so it's an understatement to say he was missed. I'm so glad he's home!!

LOTS of pool time w/Rose! Now that I only have to worry about work, I can actually enjoy the hot summer we have been having!!! I've spent tons of time with my friends just relaxing and having fun!!

And finally, here is the new place!

I've been living here for just about a month now...it's still so surreal!! I still look around and can't believe that this is MY HOUSE!!

There you have it. Yes, a lot has happened but like I said, it's all been incredible! My life is so good right now and I hope to just ride it out and enjoy it! I'll try not to take another 3 month hiatus again...life just got kind of hectic for a bit but we're good now!

Life is good...

2010-04-08T02:12:00.000-05:00

This is how I feel right now! I'm strong-arming life and I'm not gonna let these last 6 weeks of school get to me. Actually, it's the next two weeks that will be the worst and it's smooth sailing after that!

My friend Evan took this pic at the wedding I shared with you from a few weeks ago. I love this pic...it is so ME!! Hope you all are doing well and I can't wait to have time to catch up on everyone else soon! (I haven't even opened google reader for weeks...I can imagine there is probably over 1000 posts in there...ugh!)

A what!!!???

2010-03-29T14:30:00.000-05:00

That's right, folks. After much anxiety, frustration and worry......

I GOT A JOB!!!!!

Just when I thought it was never gonna happen, I was slyly pulled into my supervisors office and offered a position...YEAH!!!!!

Dance it up!

2010-03-28T09:39:00.000-05:00

Well, last night was the wedding of two of my co-workers and I must say, I've not had so much fun in a long time!! I was stone sober but was dancing up a storm and I think everyone thought I was wasted! Beings that I'm still sick and trying to get over this thing going on inside my head and chest, I figured drinking wouldn't be a good idea for me. With the exception of a beer at the beginning of the night, water was my drink of choice! Good thing I was staying hydrated because the way I was dancing...look out! Girl could have gotten dehydrated! Anyways, it was great to hang out with people from work and I had an absolute blast.

I did find something new...Puff's Plus with lotion and...VICKS!! OMG these these were the best thing ever! My friend gave me a little package of these babies and I couldn't get enough!

The best part is that I woke up this morning feeling great! (other than my sore feet and missing voice) Other than that I'll let the pics do the talking...

What a fabulous night w/my friends...

Sicky miss sicky pants

2010-03-24T22:37:00.000-05:00

Ugh...that's how I feel. I'm soooooo over this. There's some bug going around at work and for some reason I thought I had built up some super immune system because I went to long without getting it.

Well...

You got me, sick bug. You kicked me square in the pants and knocked me on my ass. There. You win.

I had a really good run on Monday and haven't been able to do a workout since. Thank. You. Very. Much.

Ok, enough sulking. At least I've been forced to get some of my school work done (I'm on spring break too...did I mention that??) since I've been given no choice but to sit at home. Maybe I'll be somewhat caught up come the end of the week. I have a wedding to go to on Saturday that I'm STOKED about and I need to be in tip top shape to dance the night away in my smokin hot dress. Did I mention my dress was HOT!!?? I can't wait! I'm taking a gay guy as my date...could it be more perfect? We are coordinating outfits and everything. I'll be sure to share my pics!

Well, time for bed. Remember to take your vitamins and WASH YOUR HANDS! Goodnight :)

St. Paddy's Day 2010

2010-03-22T00:12:00.000-05:00

Let's just start by saying that I was SO glad to be able to be a part of the parade again this year. Last year I was in clinical for nursing school and had to forego my yearly participation in the SPD festivities... There was lots of fun had by all and the turnout at the parade was INSANE!! It seemed like it was a weekend there were so many people! To recap...

There was reuniting with old friends...

And the making of new friends...

And lots of family...

And I even met a celebrity...(St. Patrick himself)

There was even some frisking going on...

All in all it was a success for the parade and I had a blast!! It was great to catch up with old friends and make lots of new ones.

I'm officially on spring break now and that means I play catch up. I have a book to read, a project to complete and clinical hours to finish. There will even be some riding of the city bus...?? I have a wedding to go to this weekend for a couple of co-workers that I am SOOOO excited about. I can't wait to share my pics with you from that as I'm sure they will quite entertaining.

As for my running...it's pushing right along! I'm officially 9 weeks from my 1/2 Marathon and I'm pumped! I'm working hard and really trying to get myself to my goal pace. I know that as long as I give it my all that's what really matters but we all have to try for that unspoken goal, right?

Hope you all had a great week and the next one is even better!!

I know...

2010-03-15T19:14:00.000-05:00

Well I'm going to try this again. I've tried blogging several times not but apparently blogger has a mind of its own today regarding the formatting of my pictures!

I know I've been somewhat MIA again. School is keeping me busy along with my intership, work and homework. And don't forget my social life! That's right...Becca has her social life back and is LOVING IT!!! I forgot how nice it was to just spur of the moment decide to go out with my friends...I was held back from doing that for so long...

Ok then, here are the summaries of what I've been up to...

The Bachelor Finale

Going away party for a co-worker

Chicago

That's right, the tattoo is finished. Donezo! Now what?? Not sure. I'm working on it. As for everything else, I'm working on that too. I'm gonna party hard Wednesday then back to the grind and finish out these 9 weeks of school I have left. Oh yeah...spring break is next week too! Unfortunate I don't have anywhere sunny to go. I can always look back at my Cozumel pictures...

Come on Spring!!!

2010-03-09T09:14:00.000-06:00

The snow is finally melting and the soppy, muddy ground of spring is here!! It has been so nice to see the sun out the last few days (well, the days before Sunday and Monday) and I had dreams of running outside...but that's all they were. Dreams. I was at work all day Sat/Sun and did my internship yesterday. By the time I get off the sun is down and the air is cold again. I attempted to run Sunday on the treadmill but my heart is still giving me troubles. I am hoping to have some news from my doc sooner than later. I am really getting sick of all of this.

Jim is doing ok. He is feeling run down and tired which was just a matter of time. Check out mom's blog for his updates.

I'm going to the Windy City this weekend and my tattoo will be done!!! I'll be sure to post pictures from that. I'm hoping I can get a run in while I'm there as I have just an easy :35 run to do on Saturday. Pray for SUN!!!

Hope you all are having a good start to your week. I've been up since 6:30 working on homework and now it's time to get ready for work. Keep on trucking!!!

Goal for the day

2010-03-05T08:34:00.000-06:00

Goal for the day: Stay on track with my diet.

I've been doing really good this week with my workouts...making them fit into my schedule and not shuffling them around through the week. My coach, I'm sure, has planned them in a particular order and I need to stick to that.

I'm having another crazy week...but....only 10 WEEKS OF SCHOOL LEFT!!!!!! Suck it up sister and get through it!

I have pics and a recap from the Bachelor Finale party with my girls...will post soon (I hope). I have a busy day/weekend.

Happy Friday!!!

And wear blue today to support colorectal cancer awareness!!!

Another shirt giveaway!!

2010-02-24T19:34:00.000-06:00

Another quick side note...go here for a cute t-shirt giveaway!!!

Rebecca...with bangs!

2010-02-24T16:25:00.000-06:00

Hellloooooo friends!! That's right, I'm still kickin (with new bangs even!!)! Just thought I should drop in a say hello. I am officially halfway through hell week #2 and holding strong! This weekend will be not only a test of my time management skills, but also of my ability to sleep on command. I will be needing to squeeze out every last minute of sleep I can at the allotted times with no room for movement. That's never worked for me before so I am guessing I'll just be one tired female come the end of the weekend!

It's been an alright week though, took my first test of the semester today and didn't feel too bad about it (not always a good sign) and I'm getting things done. I used to be one that would have no problem just jumping up and running to the other side of town on a whim and not think twice about it. Now, unless I have a list of things to do over there, it will wait until I do. I have to use every precious minute to its fullest and wasting time driving for no reason is not allowed.

My dad is kickin this cancer's ass!! He had his second PET scan last week as he is now (over) halfway through his chemo treatments. The results.....drumroll please......no visible cancer!! The oncologist said that she didn't see anything, but that doesn't necessarily mean that it's ALL THE WAY gone...yet. He had his 4th treatment Monday and still has two left. They added another chemical this time but you can check out my mom's blog for the real details.

Running has been...er...good. I had a repeat run test to reset my HR zones and, well, I'm not really moving in the right direction. Due to the slight weight gain I had, unfortunately, my pace has suffered. That's ok, my coach and I had a heart-to-heart about it and we're going to get through it. No one ever said that training for an endurance event would be easy right??

Well, I really should get back to my school work. I hope everyone is doing well and having a good week!!

OH, stop by my sister's blog and check out her giveaway.....

OH, and I've officially started introducing myself to new people as Rebecca. That's right ya'all...I'm a new woman...Rebecca, with bangs ;)

Finally!

2010-02-19T21:00:00.001-06:00

I'm sitting here on the couch watching the olympics with my parents. I'm blogging from my blackberry because I really don't feel like going downstairs to my computer...this is the first night this week I've been able to just sit. This is the first night this week I have been home before 11 PM. My hell week is finally over! I work all weekend, and have a test to prepare for next week, but I've made it through. I suppose I shouldn't refer to it as hell week, because it really is going to be like this all semester...

I had class this morning followed by an hour and-a-half of simulation, but after that I got TONS done! Including ridding myself of debt. I paid off a personal loan, as well as another piece of OLD debt that had been hanging over me for years. This *old* debt I have nothing to show for, but I learned a big fat (expensive) lesson...I guess I got at least that from it. Either way, it feels good to get it paid off and put behind me.

I'm gonna go to bed here shortly. I was supposed to do drill work tomorrow morning (outside) but the 1-3 inches of snow coming down will probably prevent me from running outdoors. Ill have to get creative...g'night!
Becca
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry

I will survive...

2010-02-18T17:03:00.001-06:00

Just wanted to drop in quick...I'm getting through this hell week. Its been rough but I'm almost there. Hope you all are having a great week so far and ill be back soon!
Becca
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry

Quick catch-up

2010-02-15T22:15:00.000-06:00

Ok, so I started back to classes last week and lets just say that things have been a whirlwind since. My schedule is hairier than it has ever been between classes, clinicals, internship, working, running...you get the picture. I did, however, manage to find a little time to meet my friends out on Friday night. It was our local Hamburger Mary's 2 year anniversary and we went to the celebration...here are some pics from that night...

So, after a fun night with my friends, I had to be up reeeeeaallly early the next morning for a work thing...blegh!

Anywho...the weekend was busy, and today was busy. I began my internship today and I think it's going to be a good learning experience. I'll be in a unit that I've not worked in before so that will be good. I'll be sure to keep you updated on how that goes.

Tonight was our usual Bachelor Party!!! Again, the Sausage Queen reigned and we cannot believe she is still around. She is so skanky and there is so much gossip about her in the mags right now about how ho-ish she is...what the hell does he see in her??

This week basically has me going from sun up to sun down EVERY day!! Don't expect to hear too much from me. I'll try to shoot something from my blackberry here and there just to let you know I'm surviving but I think I'll be good to just survive. I just have to keep telling myself that this is the last semester...LAST SEMESTER!!!!!

I hope you all have a fabulous week!! I miss being able to spend my morning drinking coffee reading blogs. I'm sorry that I've not been commenting much but unfortunately the "mark all read" button is being used a little more frequently lately...:(

Bye.

We Are the World

2010-02-14T11:39:00.000-06:00

There is more to come, but I have been anxiously awaiting the release of the new We Are the World song...I don't care who you are this song, the message it sends, tugs at your heart. It brings me to tears every time I hear it...

And here is the original version...

It never ceases to amaze me hour our country comes together in a time of need. With all of the terrible things going on in our world, it's so easy to forget how lucky we are to live in the USA.

2010-02-12T14:59:00.002-06:00

I know, I know...it's been a while! School started back up and my schedule is quite hairy. I promise to get a nice post in this weekend...bear with me :)

Winter Blues

2010-02-08T10:28:00.000-06:00

Well I put my long run off until today because I was under the impression I was going to be able to run outside!! (Not to mention I wouldn't have to try to squeeze 12 miles in before going to work for 12 hours...ick) Well, the snow started last night and my drive home was slick...

When I woke up this morning? Still snowing...

The sidewalks won't be cleared...people can't drive in this weather so I can't run on the side of the road...I think for my own safety I'm going to have to HTFU...boo :(

AND, school started back last week and there's all kinds of cancellations/delays and what do you know...i don't have classes on Monday. Why couldn't this snow have come just a few days later??!! Come on winter! END ALREADY!!!!

Short and sweet

2010-02-06T09:07:00.000-06:00

Quick and dirty today. I'm exhausted, emotionally and physically. I'm lacking in the motivation area. The few runs I've gotten in this week have not been great.

Whatever.

Quit crying.

Do something about it....

So, I registered. for. the. CHICAGO MARATHON!!

That's right folks, I've officially added the Chicago Marathon to my race schedule for 2010. How's that for motivation?

I've got a 12 miler to do this weekend but I'm putting it off until Monday because 1. I'm off and 2. I can run outside...I don't think I can take anymore of this treadmill running right now...I'm so over it!!

Off to work now. Hope you have a great weekend. I'm working a lot so I won't be around until Monday.

Tidbits

2010-02-03T22:58:00.001-06:00

So...there has been a lot going on for me lately....

*Back to school...that's right folks! I'm gonna graduate in less than 16 weeks! I began my final semester of my four years in nursing school today. This may be the busiest semester yet but you know what? The fact that it is my last is what will get be through it!

*Speaking of graduating...I am now officially looking for jobs. I have applied for two so far. We will see what happens. Supposedly there is a nursing shortage but it seems to me that the only shortage is jobs FOR nurses!?

*My eye has been twitching since Monday morning. Some say it's stress. Some say it's fatigue. I say its friggin ANNOYING!

*I have a 12 mile run coming up this weekend and it's looking like it will be on the treadmill...uh....

*I have another run test next week. I'm ready to do another one under the same conditions as the last one so I can truly gauge my improvement...there HAS been improvement for SURE!!

*I have about $400 worth of work that needs to be done on my car...come on tax return!!!

*Speaking of tax return...as soon as it comes I will be doing something HUGE with just a teensy bit of it. I'll let you know when it happens :)

*My dad is halfway through chemo and doing great! There will be another PET scan very soon and we will be able to see how small the cancer has gotten!!

*Finally, I've been thinking lately about starting to go by Rebecca rather than Becca. I know my family and friends will continue to call me Becca and that is fine, but I was thinking that now would be the perfect opportunity to do this since I'll be starting a new job and around new people, etc...thoughts?? I just think it's a mature/classy name and well...I'm a classy gal :)

Ok, time for bed. Hope you had a great night!!

Fun Day, Monday

2010-02-02T08:31:00.000-06:00

Ok, so by now you have probably figured out that EVERY Monday I spend the evening with my girls watching the Bachelor and hanging out. Last night was no change. I called my friend Jen to find out what I could bring with me and we ended up deciding that I'd come over early and watch her little 2-year old boy while she took her daughter to dance...I love him! He has got to be one of the sweetest little boys I've ever encountered.

Charlie helped me make chili while the girls were at dance. I had all the cans laid out on the counter and he would hand them to me as they needed opening. I pulled the stool out for him so he could reach the counter and really feel like he was helping!

Once the girls got home we busted open the wine and had dinner with the kids before the Bachelor started. Our friends slowly trickled in and then it was time!!

I'm not really sure what it is about her but i really cannot stand Vienna. She really hasn't done anything horrible, but it's just who she is. She looks trashy. She doesn't look like she belongs. Last night when they showed them all sitting on the couch before the rose ceremony and I'm looking at Korey, Tenley, Ali, Gia and Vienna, it really jumped out at me how un-classy she looks compared to the other girls. Something makes me think she will be there til the end though. I think Jake likes the fact that she is the outcast of the group...GET A CLUE JAKE!!!

While watching the show, my friend Rondi busted out some fun glasses...

In regards to running, things are going well! I did my second ever 10 mile run on Saturday and my lower legs are still hurting. My sister says its from the impact...whatever it is it hurts! I've been stretching and massaging. I just hope it feels better before my 12 miler this weekend! I've really noticed some huge improvements in my running and I'm very excited to see it progress even more. I'm still 4 months out from my 1/2 marathon and that makes me very confident that I'll be able to reach my (lofty) goal time :)

I work 12 hours today...better get moving! Have a great day!!

February

2010-02-01T09:24:00.000-06:00

Grampa was discharged from the hospital yesterday. He is back to (his) normal and there is no reason for his visit to continue. I'm glad for him to be back to his home again...although it was nice to be able to stop up to his room on my way to and from work :)

I watched the Grammy's last night...loved it! There were some great performances but my favorite was the tribute to Michael Jackson...

Going up to sit with my dad while he gets his chemo today. This will be number three and then in a week or so he will have another PET scan to see how much the cancer has shrunk. Based just off of his pain relief we already known the tumor in his hip has shrunk significantly!!

Tonight.....BACHELOR!!! It sounds like it's gonna be a good one and I can't wait! I have to call my girlfriend to find out what I should bring! I love Mondays :)

Things I'm going to buy today:
1. Insulated French Press pot (mine is on its last leg and it would be nice to not have to warm up my second cup in the microwave every day!)
2. Black Eyed Peas album...after their performance last night it reminded me how much I love them and that I don't have their newest album!!
3. This Is It w/the 3-d glasses...need I say more??

I can't believe February is here already. 4 months now until I graduate...I start classes on Wednesday :( Time to buck up and start really trying to find a job!

Hope you all have a great start to your week and I hope to have some pics to share with you soon!!

Gramps update

2010-01-30T08:58:00.000-06:00

Surgery was cancelled. Yup. Cancelled.

He has been bleeding. He has enough platelets but they aren't working properly. He has hematomas all over his arm from the blood pressure cuff and a tumble he had taken...he can't clot his blood, therefore no surgery.

BREAKING NEWS: As I'm writing this, I got a call from my aunt who just left the hospital. The surgeon stopped up this morning and informed gramps that he is just not a good candidate for surgery and that he will have to work with his cardiologist to figure out the next course of treatment...

Bitter sweet...I'm happy yet sad...

This is all we can do to help you, but we can't do it. Sorry.

Oh well, this is what is meant to be. Our family is strong. Gramps is strong. This will play out how it is supposed to. Keep thinking of him!!

And Jim has his 3rd chemo Monday!!!!

Gramps

2010-01-28T09:43:00.000-06:00

Ok, so I mentioned earlier that Gramps was sick. On his way back from FL last week he had noticed some shortness of breath and the morning after he got home we had him in the ER. They had determined that sometime in the past 48 hours he had a heart attack. He was kept in the hospital for the weekend and the following Monday they did a cardiac catheterization which revealed several blockages/narrowings in his vessels that were too numerous to fix with just stents. After consulting with surgeons, they determined triple bypass (maybe quadruple) is the way to go and this will happen Friday (tomorrow) morning. Gramps is pretty frail having had diabetes for over 40 years and recent kidney problems not to mention acute bouts of thrombocytopenia (low platelets). This morning he is being moved to my hospital as the one he was at does not perform open heart surgery. I am glad that he is where I am most comfortable and I'm positive he will get the care he needs/deserves. Surgery will be tomorrow morning (time TBA) and the whole family will be there to support. Please keep him in your thoughts and prayers!

Catch-up

2010-01-26T10:09:00.000-06:00

Ok. I know. I was doing so well for so long of keeping up on things but life has gotten to me. This last week was a CRAZY one and I worked all weekend which brings me to today. I've been sitting here for the last half hour trying to read other blogs, but then decided before I continue I should go ahead and post an update myself.

Last week? There was a trip to the ER with gramps on Friday morning which ended with him hospitalized because he had a heart attack. The man has been diabetic for over 40 years and this has wreaked havoc on his body which makes any sort of medical issue an even bigger problem. Yesterday they did a cardiac catheterization to find out just how much damage is going on in the heart...LOTS! They think surgery is the answer but are not sure if his fragile body can handle it. So, we are waiting for the surgeons to look over his case and figure out what they want to do.

After the hospital on Friday, my aunt and I went and picked up my little cousin who lives about an hour away. It was his 18th bday and un-benounced to him there was a surprise party waiting for him when we got back to my uncles house. It was great!

We stopped at Subway for dinner and Allyn plowed down a footlong sub before our trip home to the surprise party!!

Al and I at the party

My dad and I at Allyn's party. He is doing great by the way! Next chemo is Feb. 1!

Allyn and his little brother Sean.

This weekend was awful at work. Not only were we really busy and short staffed because of people calling in, but I had to watch the Vikings lose their chance at the Super Bowl while working...BOO!!

Yesterday after spending the morning at the hospital, I went to join my girls for our weekly bachelor party!! This week we made French Dips and drank wine...lots of wine! I'm starting to like Jake more and more. From last season, I remembered him as the "pretty/perfect" guy who was way too much of a baby gentleman all the time! Crying, crying and more crying!! BUT, he is back to find his wife and he is not wasting any time! I love the fact that he sees no reason to keep girls around that he knows for sure are not going to end up his wife. The one thing I don't get is that Vienna is still here!! She is such a (as my hair stylist calls her) "polished turd". Here are a few pics from last week's Bachelor Party...

Trying to take a pic w/Candy but it didn't work out quite right...

Amy and I (my best friend)

We found this kitten and it really took to me...kept coming over to me and snuggling. We gave it food and love on it for a while. What a sweetie!!

The gang...(taken by one of the girls' daughters)

On to other things...I'm down 4 lbs! Apparently the few things I have changed in my daily routine has made an impact. I know it always seems like it's about the number, but it's not really. The number is the guage, but really it's about how I feel and how my clothes are feeling. I'm seeing slight improvements in my clothes and how they fit and I look forward to continuing!! One more pound and it's a new charm!!

So there's been some *big news* that I have been hinting at over the last several months. Well it's time to share, even though it's turned into a *big letdown* now. As I approach graduation, I find myself really trying to figure out what/where I want to work, etc. Well, I applied for the Air Force. There. I said it. I applied to join the military. I was born on an Air Force base, both of my parents were in the Air Force...I could walk in as an officer, get school paid for, get a sign on bonus, the list goes on and on. Well, I applied, interviewed, took the physical, went through ALL KINDS of headaches and schedule changing and frustration and jumping through hoops to get my application done and turned in before the board meets who then decides which applicants they will take. Well, I've been waiting and waiting and waiting for the last month and a half to hear the decision which I was told may not be until February...I heard something yesterday. I got an email that basically states that they are not taking any more 2010 graduates and that I will need to reapply to the board that is meeting in October if I want to join in 2011...wtf?? My recruiter was not happy, I was not happy...whatever. I'm over it. I busted my ass to make this happen and I had no reason to think that it wouldn't. What now? I apply for regular jobs! I'm starting ASAP and hopefully will not have to settle for something that I don't really want to do. I would like to stay in the ER but not all hospitals hire new graduates in the department. We'll see. So there. It's out there. I'm bummed but I'm taking it as a sign that it just wasn't what I was supposed to be doing.

Today I run, stretch and do core work. Then off to work tonight and have another day off tomorrow. I'm hoping to meet up with an old friend tomorrow...

2010-01-24T23:47:00.000-06:00

Note to self...don't run 8 miles after a 12 hour shift, then go back to work for another 12 hours...holy cow my legs are a wreck!
Becca
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Busy Weekend!!

2010-01-23T09:18:00.000-06:00

This is another short one. I was off yesterday and planned to spend some time catching up on google reader and posting on my own blog, but after an unforeseen family emergency (everyone is ok- will explain later) the day was quickly flying by. When the afternoon came, I had to go pick up a family member who lives over an hour away and bring him back for his SURPRISE birthday party which went well (will post pics and explain more later).

This morning I've been able to read a few blogs, but have to start getting ready for the day here in a few minutes...busy busy busy! I'm jam packed all weekend working 12 hours today, get up in the morning, run 8 miles then work 12 hours again tomorrow. I'm off on Monday and between the time I'll be spending with my family and THE BACHELOR, it will be the perfect way to wind down!

I hope you have a wonderful weekend and I'll post as soon as I can! I have lots of pics to share!!

My bad

2010-01-20T16:39:00.000-06:00

Ok, so the last few days have gotten away from me. I haven't really been able to update, and when i got on my google reader it said I had 111 posts to catch up on....uh..."mark all as read". That's right, I'm sorry, I used THAT button.

Anyways, as requested, I'm including some pics of both my bodybuilding picture and my tattoo...

I'd like to thank the academy...

2010-01-18T17:25:00.000-06:00

Thanks to Mel I've been selected for the Beautiful Blogger award. In order to accept this I must share 7 things about myself:

1. I once competed in a bodybuilding competition. I was in two different classes "short" and "novice" and I placed third out of three people in both. Hey, it was great learning experience!!

2. I'm originally from Texas. About the only thing I miss from there is my accent...it was really thick but they say that if you leave before you hit puberty you lose it...bummer!

3. I knit. Well, I try to anyways. Scarves are the extent of my abilities but I hope to learn something new next year!

4. I've been to Australia. I went when I was in high school for cheerleading. I was named an "All-Star" at cheerleading camp and this trip was only available to us All-stars!!

5. I have a half-sleeve. Tattoo, I mean. I've been working on it for the better part of two years and it's almost done. My arm is covered in flowers that represent different people in my life. I love it and it's beautiful!!

(This is hard to do!)

6. I have a teacup Chihuahua (Tito) who is my absolute love! I've had him since he fit in the palm of my hand and he is the sweetest, most loving animal I've known.

7. This is a secret that I'll share with you when I can...stay tuned!!

I love Sundays!

2010-01-17T10:46:00.000-06:00

After working the last two nights (til 3 AM) I'm very much looking forward to a day to myself. I've spent the better part of the morning on the couch reading blogs and drinking coffee and will be heading out for my (not) long run pretty soon. The last three weeks my long runs were 6 miles, then 8 miles then 10 miles and this week I was able to step it back. Looks like I have another 8 miler on the schedule for next weekend though! I'm also going to run to the store and pick up some inspiration...

I've been really struggling with my weight these days and I'm not sure what the culprit is. I think it may be a mixture of the holidays, weird working hours, not being in school, whatever but all I know is that putting in 20 + miles a week running and eating a pretty healthy diet should not lead to a fat ass bigger butt! I've done all the eating clean stuff before and I know how to do it. I have the willpower. SO, I've revisited my goals and have a game plan. My inspiration? I've always wanted a charm bracelet and there is a store here in town that sells the plain bracelets and all kinds of charms. What I'm going to do is go get the bracelet and one charm and then when I hit all my little goals along the way to my big goal, I'll reward myself with a new charm! I can't wait to get it started :)

Other than that I'm really not sure what else I'm going to do today. I guess I'll just play it by ear. That's what I love about Sundays...no committments, just going where the wind takes you !

Oh, and my dad's new do is a hit! Everyone thinks it looks great on him and I think he is much more comfortable without it being all patchy and falling out in clumps. It really is a good look for him and he looks so young!

Pizza and a hair cut

2010-01-16T15:08:00.001-06:00

Thursday:

Went for pizza with my parents and was joined by my step-brother, his wife and their daughter. She wanted to see grandpa so we all met up for dinner and it was nice.

Friday:

As you can see, Jim's hair is really coming out! SO, one of the guys he works with brought his clippers to work and after the shop closed at 1700, the clippers came out and we buzzed his hair...

Getting him all draped

Mom making the first swipe!

There's no turning back now!

My turn!

Gotta get behind those ears!

I told him he looks like a Buddhist Monk in this pic! I think he looks great!

You'd never guess he is pushing 60! Such a baby face!

Parents embracing a kind of emotional moment...

Quick shot of the three of us!!

Mom and I took turns doing it, but it went very quickly and I think he looks ADORABLE! Thank goodness he has a nicely shaped head! There is still hair to fall out but at least there aren't big clumps missing like it was before. He has commented that his head is much colder now, but luckily he has lots of hats to wear!

Speaking of hair! I (yes again) paid a visit to my stylist who colored me up and put a little bit of an angle in my hair. After deciding that I'm not growing it out, I'm now in search of the style that I want, and I frequently get bored with my hair and therefore change it a lot!

Here's the before:

And here's the after:

Much darker, yes, but I'm all about trying to save some money these days and I wanted it back to dark because highlights just cost too much and require a lot of upkeep.

All in all it's been a good few days! Been out in blogland meeting new people and finding some really interesting blogs! I'm very excited for Bachelor night on Monday and will try to take pics this time to show you our setup. It's quite interesting to see 9 grown women crammed onto one couch watching this show...

Update later

2010-01-15T13:38:00.002-06:00

Just a quick note...

We are buzzing Jim's hair tonight and I've been selected as the photographer for the hair session. I'll be posting pictures later.

Speaking of hair, I also have different hair. Will post pics of THAT later too.

Day off, finally, and I've got so much to do. Well, actually not a day off, I work tonight at 7:00 PM but I have the day part of my day off if that makes any sense??

Well, gotta run to the pharmacy quick. I'll post pics later!

My little man

2010-01-14T09:38:00.000-06:00

Because this little guy brings so much joy to my life, I find it necessary to pay him a little tribute every now and then...enjoy!

Hair today, gone tomorrow!

2010-01-13T13:08:00.001-06:00

Well, actually it was there yesterday and now....

In the next few days we will probably be helping him clip it down...seems like the dark hair is what is falling out and the gray hair is staying in (for now!).

And did I mention the mustache? It's gone too! In the 18 years that Jim has been in my life, I have never seen him without a mustache! He looks different, but he is still the same 'ol Jim!

This is by far the day with the most changes from one night to the next morning. Stay tuned for more updates and visit my mom's blog for updates as well!

Annoying!!

2010-01-13T10:33:00.000-06:00

So I'm sitting here catching up on blogs, watching my morning shows and drinking coffee. I'm currently watching The View and I'm so utterly annoyed. Elisabeth Hasselbeck drives me absolutely crazy! She needs to get off her soap box and stop thinking that she knows everything about everything! They were showing a clip from American Idol last night where they played some sassy music as a terrible singer/pretty girl was walking out of the audition room and I swear she was about to crawl onto the table she was so "offended" by this. Get over yourself Elisabeth!

Ok, now that I have that off my chest, it's time to run! Easy 35-40 minutes plus strength training. My legs are rested from Monday's 10 miler and I'm ready to go again! Happy Hump-day!

Milestone Run

2010-01-12T20:32:00.000-06:00

Wow...was about to throw my laptop out the window yesterday! I'm not sure what the deal was but lately it's been acting up and not wanting to connect to the internet. Hopefully it's done with its little hissy fit so I can get back to business! Lots to tell so here goes!

Not long ago I posted about how I want to be better about taking food with me to work so I don't have to spend so much money in the cafeteria...well I've been really successful so far! It's taken some planning, usually the night before if I'm working early, but I'm noticing results both in how I feel and in my paycheck. I've been making some yummy wraps w/meat, feta cheese, cranberries, lettuce....YUM my mouth is watering just thinking about it!

I've also discovered (a little late I guess) my new little addiction....

CLEMENTINES! These little babies are delightful and so easy to eat and juicy! I don't usually eat oranges because it's often hard to find one that's worth all the work it is to get to the fruit, but clementines? They just peel off so easy and are ALWAYS juicy!

Here are my parents a few days ago...My dad had his second chemo treatment yesterday and in his words, he is 85-90% better in regards to his pain! Check out my mom's blog for the full update but keep on sending him your good vibes!

So, every time I go to Target, I have been eyeing the kick a$$ Converse shoes they have there...never had tried them on but I always look at them. Well, I finally bought a pair and I'm thinking about a second!

Aren't they adorable?? They are comfy, not to mention comfy! Too bad I've been working so much I've not gotten to wear them very much. Gotta pay for them shoes though, eh?

I had a bit of a milestone yesterday...my first 10 mile run! I was supposed to do it on Sunday, but it was so cold and I didn't want to have to do another long run on the treamill. So, I made an executive decision and moved it to Monday as the temps were forecasted to be in the 20's! It turned out to be warm enough so I bundled up, gathered my gels and water and was out for my 10 miles! It was long, but it was so nice to run outside. It's been too long!

Well, after that run I felt ok, but this morning when I got up for work I was so tired! I had lots of people today asking me what was wrong because I'm usually the chipper, loud, bubbly one who is talking to everyone but today I was kind of quiet. It didn't help that we had some really sick patients that caused me to run my butt off...my legs didn't like that! So, I'm home, have eaten and now it's time to kick my legs up and relax! Hope you all had a great day!

Computer probs

2010-01-11T22:44:00.000-06:00

So my computer is on the fritz and I've not been able to post for a few days...ill have something up as soon as I can! Thanks for all the supportive comments on my last post!
Becca
Sent from my Verizon Wireless BlackBerry

What's blood got to do with it?

2010-01-08T08:00:00.003-06:00

Being a member of a blended family, I am often faced with the whole father vs. dad dilemma. You see, at the young age of 8 while living in Texas, my parents divorced and we moved to Iowa. At that point, my father had spend much of his time as an alcoholic and little time being an involved father. My sister and I were both very involved in dance and other activities and my mother was frequently shuttling us around from one thing to the next. My father? He was usually either at his friends house...drinking, or at home...drinking. Don't get me wrong, I loved my father. I am the youngest of two girls and we all know how fathers feel about their little girls! Unfortunately, that feeling wan't expressed all that much other than in forms of criticism and yelling. To make a long story short, there wasn't much of a relationship between my father and either my sister or myself. When my parents divorced we moved to Iowa shortly before I turned 9.

Not too long into our move, my mom met Jim who, within very short order, asked my mom to marry him. They bought a house together and got married on the deck in the back yard. It was one of those matches that was almost too good to be true. They each had such an appreciation for the other, therefore they had an incredibly strong relationship. Our families blended (the best we could) and Jim took on the "dad" role. Yes, I still had a father, but he was absent and Jim showed interest in my life and cheerleading and school and everything that I was involved in. This was something new to me and I loved it! I finally had a dad.

About 6 years later, my father died...and my dad was there to help me through it. You see, anyone can father a child, but it takes someone special to be a dad. I can think of at least 4 different situations right now where a man is raising a child that is not his blood child, yet they are that child's dad. Really...what's blood got to do with it? You don't have to have the same blood running through your veins to be a dad to a child, it's about the relationship you have between you.

For the past 18 years, Jim has been my dad...that's longer than my father was in my life. Jim helped me through some tough times in my life and now he is going through a tough time and I intend to help him in every way I can.

I get asked a lot about the whole dad and father thing...most people close to me know the whole story, but others only know Jim as my dad, and that's ok!

I feel rather strongly about this whole thing and if there is any question about this topic still, check out this article I found that lays it all out.

Jim Update

2010-01-07T11:31:00.000-06:00

Check out my mom's site for new update on Jim.

Patient faking seizure in the ER

2010-01-07T11:24:00.003-06:00

This is the crap we deal with...seriously! I laugh so hard every time I see this, it never gets old!

Another snow day...

2010-01-07T10:44:00.001-06:00

Not sure what happened, but the whole first part of my post deleted...so, rather than type it up again, I'm just gonna show you the pics I woke up to from yet ANOTHER snow storm we are in the midst of...

So I grabbed my favorite breakfast (french press coffee, toast w/natural peanut butter & bananas)...

...and watched Ellen while I read all the blogs I follow. It has really been nice being able to just relax during the morning instead of rushing off to school bright and early at 8:00 AM!

Today I only have a 45 minute strength routine on the stability ball so I'll probably do that after lunch, then get ready for work. I'm working only 4 hours today and it's for time-and-a-half!! Can't beat that! Tonight? KNITTING!! I have to finish my sisters scarf that I have been neglecting as well as knit a scarf for Tribeaner...speaking of...where are you? No blogs, no tweets...come on girl!!

In celebration (?) of the cold, I decided Tito needed an extra layer (above and beyond his "winter weight") so I put on his little Hip Fit t-shirt he got in Chicago...he's such a stud! Have a wonderful day!

Orange Bowl (Go Hawks!)

2010-01-05T22:06:00.001-06:00

Tonight was spent watching the 76th Orange Bowl at my grandpa's house. Our Iowa Hawkeyes seem to be representing very well (so far!)! My grandpa and his wife were there, my aunt and uncle and their two kids and then my parents and I. It was nice to hang out with gramps and Lori, I don't get to see them very often with my busy schedule. I'm trying to be better about going over there and/or calling more often. I need to cherish the time I have with them because as I have learned on many occasions, you never know when that time will come to a screeching halt!

The boys watching the game

Charlie wanted to have a mustache like Uncle Jim...

Grandpa with his oldest (mom) and youngest (Mark)

Me with Jon, the newest member of the family

Mom with her "bonus" mom

My parents

Jim and I

My Gramps and I

Prior to watching the game I had some running around to do and part of that included getting my NEW CAMERA!!! I tried to get it a week or so ago but they were out and I was able to get a rain check...it was $40 off! It's so nice and I can't wait to learn all about it! There are so many cool picture settings to use...I'm gonna play with it tomorrow! These pics tonight were taken with it!

Oh Man...GA Tech scored...we are still ahead thought 17-14- GO HAWKS!

Ok, so I mentioned earlier about the whole gluten free thing. Well after thinking about it, I decided that the last thing I need after transitioning back to being a carnivore is more diet restrictions. SO, I decided I'm just doing things the old fashioned way...watch what I eat! There's a concept huh? I have done a bodybuilding show, I have done Ferrell's Extreme Bodyshaping, I know how to eat right and that's what I'm doing! I'm going to increase the number of times I eat per day and be sure I'm eating the right amount of protein and carbs. Sounds so simple, I know. So, tomorrow it begins. Actually I ate really good today too so technically I could say it started today, but it doesn't matter. I'm so sick of thinking about it and being frustrated with how I look. GET OVER YOURSELF!!!

I got the blues...

2010-01-05T11:17:00.000-06:00

As is true for many of you, I'm battling the post holiday weight gain blues...

I feel big, bulky and not in the shape that one training for an endurance event should be. Yes, I ran 8 miles yesterday, yes I work out 6 out of 7 days a week, yes I juggle a full time job as well as go to school for my BSN...what's the deal? I'm in a funk.

I've discussed my eating regimen with my sis to some extent and I came to the conclusion of returning meat to my diet; yes, I'm a carnivore again. She has also suggested trying a gluten free diet. I guess this is an up and coming way to eat for athletes...makes them feel lighter. I'm seriously thinking about giving this a try. After looking around on the internet to some extent and reading lots of blogs, it really doesn't appear to be that difficult to do! I'm still thinking about it but maybe I'll do like a one month trial and see how it goes and then decide from there. I'll let you know what I decide to do!

Another thing that I have really slacked on lately is taking my own meals to work with me. I will usually take the main part of it but I always find myself down in the cafeteria getting a salad to go with it or something else. It's like a compulsion, like I HAVE to buy something from there...I don't know what it is! SO, I'm off today and I'm going grocery shopping and beginning tomorrow, I'm going to make a strong effort to not buy anything from the cafeteria (unless I REALLY need to) and bring all of my food that I eat from home. I have succeeded with not buying coffee so there is no reason I can't do it with my meals! Yes, I have only bought maybe 2 coffees in the last 3 or 4 weeks! I realized one day that I was going to Starbuck's almost every day...yes...BIG waste of $$$$$. So, I told myself that I was only allowed to go to Starbuck's once a week. I have blown this out of the water! I actually prefer to brew my own coffee at home now because I have more to take with me! I brew a whole pot and put it in my big 'ol thermos and take it with me to work!

Ugh, watching the weather right now and it looks like a snow storm coming in tomorrow and Thursday...really? More snow? It has been such a snowy/cold winter so far and we are just getting started!! Looks like I'll be spending lots of time on the treadmill :(

Update

2010-01-03T15:23:00.001-06:00

Well, just thought I would give an update on Jim beings it's been a while! Things are going well! First off, he has had only a few very slight bouts of stomach discomfort, I don't even think it can be called nausea. He took the meds he was given which stopped it right there and he hasn't had any other problems since! He also had a day last week where he was just exhausted and run down, but he was back at it again the next day. The best news of all is that he is already feeling pain relief in his leg. The oncologist told him that the chemo may provide some relief even from the first round, but he wasn't sure to what degree. Well, he has acutually used the term "substantial" relief. This is so great and he thinks he'll be able to get rid of the cane in a few weeks. On a side note, he still has his hair too which is a BONUS!! His next chemo is on the 11th and we hope the cycle continues how it is with nothing to note but improvements in pain! I'll keep you posted!

I did an 8 mile treadmill run today...while watching Four Christmases. We don't have cable so my tv channel choices are quite small so I figured I'd be running long enough to watch a movie. I actually had about 5 minutes still to run after the movie was over so it worked out well. The time went by a bit faster than I anticipated but I think part of it is because i've gotten over my hate of the treadmill. Don't get me wrong, I'd run outside any day over the treadmill but unfortunately the windchill right now is in the -30's and I am not gonna even try that.

I got another donation today for my ACS fundraising efforts which brings me to 20% of my goal amount. I'm hoping to raise well over $500 but I have plenty of time still. Please check out my page and donate to help find a cure.

I'm off to a hockey game now with a bunch of coworkers...this should be interesting!

New Year

2010-01-02T14:47:00.007-06:00

As the new year begins, it's hard to not reminisce about the things that happened in the year past. I'm not going to run through everything that I accomplished or did over the last year, rather touch on the highlights/life changing events that occurred.

The most life altering thing that happened was ending a very (VERY) long relationship that I had been involved in. I had to do this for myself in order to move forward in the direction I am wanting to go. It was not an easy thing to do and I never want to hurt anyone, but it needed to happen and for once I had to think about me and no one else and do what I wanted/needed at that time.

Another great thing that happened was being selected from many competitors for a nursing internship at the hospital where I work. I was one of about 15 people selected from over 100 applicants to participate and I was chosen to do mine in the Cardiac ICU. It was a wonderful experience that I will never forget and I learned so much and grew as a nurse.

I started my senior year of nursing school in August of this year. It is utterly terrifying and exciting at the same time knowing that my college career will be ending in a matter of months. All I have known for the last several years is school, work, sleep, school, work, sleep, etc. And the sleep has been hard to come by. It is not easy being a full time student and working at the same time and if anyone tells you that nursing school is easy then they are lying through their teeth. It has been one of the toughest experiences of my life and I have grown so much as a person through it all. I know more about myself now than I ever have and I feel that the juggling of my 12 (exaggeration) different schedules has a lot to do with it. I can't wait for May to come and graduate and join the "real world".

I started running (again) this year, but this time for real. I managed to complete 8 races; 7- 5k's and one 4 miler. I watched my 5k time drop by over a minute over the course of the summer and worked my tail off in the process. Now I'm wanting something more and have moved on to training for a 1/2 marathon with the help of my coach (thanks sis!). I am putting in more miles than I ever have and have developed a new love of running. In the midst of all of the business and chaos of my life, when I run I can actually have some "me" time. This is my time to think and plan and reflect on what is going on in my life. My sister has been a big inspiration in my effort to become a better athlete.

Speaking of my sister, I was able to go to Cozumel this Thanksgiving in order to support her on her journey to become an Ironman (which she did!). Here is the previous post about the trip. It was an amazing trip and it was so nice to spend quality time with my family (Tribeaner included!).

Now the new year begins and it's already flying by! Luckily I don't go back to school until February 3 so I have some more time to try and get things organized. Plus, I have a few more things to finish knitting (scarves for sis and tribeaner) and some books I would like to read. Other than that, I am just planning to work, rest, and spend some time with my friends and family.

I posted last time about my new hair cut, well I wasn't too thrilled with it. It was too blah for me. I've always been one to have lots of texture/volume to my hair and this just wasn't cutting it so I went back and Juliet chopped it all up. I like it much better now!!

I have to work a few hours overnight tonight so I am going to take a nap now. Hope everyone is having a good start to their new year!

Oh! And check out my sisters year end recap video here.

Holiday Recap

2009-12-28T11:48:00.002-06:00

The last few days have been a bit of a blur. Christmas Eve went well, with lots of family time. My sister ended up coming into town a few days early due to some impending bad weather (which ended up not happening) so we were able to spend some time together which was nice! I worked until 3:00 AM Christmas Eve and then got up fairly early to get my run in so I was quite tired that day. I took a few naps and then had to get ready for the events of the evening. We went out to my uncle's house and had dinner and then our gift exchange. We do a white elephant exchange and play the game where you can steal the gift from someone else, etc. Well, starting last year I began knitting a scarf to take for mine. It went over well last year and it did again this year. Grandpa ended up with it and he was quite proud...

It was so nice to spend time with family. It was pretty low key and that's all we needed. Here are a few random pics from the night...

Jim and I

Mom and I being silly

My sis and I

Mom with her new UA running hat...motivation to run in the cold!

After the events that evening, I was tired and went to bed. The next three days were a blur...work 12 hours, run 5 miles, work 16 hours, run 6 miles, work 12 hours...SLEEP! I couldn't wait to crawl into my bed last night! My legs are sore today and I still need to do my stability ball workout.

This morning I did go get my hair cut. I was growing it out but decided that I really don't want to deal with the work it takes to care for my hair when it is long...it's not supposed to be that difficult! So, I cut a few inches off and here is the new look...

I have a few errands to run and then a workout to do, then off to work. Only 4 hours tonight which will seem like cake compared to my weekend! After that I have a quick trip west to take care of some business...the roads sound kind of crummy so I'm hoping it's an uneventful trip!

2009-12-24T15:42:00.002-06:00

MERRY CHRISTMAS!!

I'll be working ALOT the next several days, therefore may not get anything posted. I'll update with some pics from our Holiday parties when I can, otherwise it will be probably after the weekend. Hope you all have a wonderful and safe holiday!

Becca

Good start!

2009-12-22T22:29:00.002-06:00

Well, Jim had his first round of chemo yesterday. I was able to go and hang with him for an hour and a half before work and then ended up going back after I (surprisingly) got off early for the last hour of his session. Everything went well! Today he was able to go back to work and, so far, he has had no issues. Keep sending him positive vibes that this chemo won't wear on him like it can.

This morning began with a stitch and bitch session with my sister. I was stitching and we were both bitching. Well, not really. We were doing some catching up while i worked on the second of 4 scarves I was knitting this week. I had the one done for my white elephant gift exchange with my family and was working one of two for a couple of girlfriends (I now have them both done). All I have left is, well make that 5 scarves this week cuz i have to make one for my sisters friend too but I could always take that with me when I make a very quick like trip to DSM in the very near future...

We went to the YMCA today, my sis and I. She had a run and a swim to do and I had a run. It was hot but overall the run was good! I really struggled with keeping my HR down because I was so hot and I felt bad because my coach specifically put in the instructions "CONTROL HR". I did the best I could under the circumstances. I need to work on hydration during my runs, big time!

After the Y we ran to the other side of town. Since Jim will likely lose his hair, mom wanted us to find a stocking cap that was soft on the inside that he could wear all day long (not just outside). We went to Dick's Sporting Goods and ended up not only getting him a hat, but some nice comfy warm UA pants, a UA skull cap that he can wear if he isn't particularly warm or if he wants to wear it under another hat, a LIVESTRONG fleece stocking cap (to support the cancer cause) and another hat that will be really warm for outside. It's funny because he now has his chemo outfit all ready to go! He even modeled the pants for us tonight and they looked very nice! Quick trip to Pancheros and Starbucks and Sweetopia and we were on our way.

Ok, now the big news...I'm done with the vegetarian thing. It's been a few years now and I must admit that I have felt very good not eating meat full of antibiotics and hormones and whatever else, but the whole reason I ate this way was because it made me feel good. Well, running makes me feel good but the fact that I'm not physically seeing the results I think I should does not make me feel good. After some long thought, I decided that in order for me to be the best runner I can be (and afford it) I will need to start eating real protein again (other than beans and tofu). SO, my inaugural meaty meal? Black pepper chicken and Garlic Chicken from Hy-Vee Chinese! What a better way to reinstate myself as a carnivore than with greasy chinese food? All I can say is that it was delicious and I feel like I have a whole new world of eating in front of me and I can't wait to explore!

Well, time to get started on scarf number 4 (this one for my sister). I can't believe it will be Wednesday already!!! Goodnight!

Blown away in the windy city!

2009-12-15T22:36:00.003-06:00

So, my trip to the windy city is coming to a close. I was supposed to head back home early tomorrow morning but was able to get someone to cover the first part of my shift so I can hang out for a bit tomorrow and don't have to rush out.

When I first got into town yesterday, I immediately went for my appointment to get more done on my arm. I have one more sitting left and my half sleeve will be complete!! She has two more flowers to do and the rest of the greenery and I'm done! This time, she just added a bunch of leaves to my flowers to bring the whole piece together. It is amazing how such a simple addition totally changes the look of the piece. I love how it is coming together and can't wait to get it done.

Today was a busy one, lots of running around (literally). After a busy morning (explain later) I went for a chilly run down the streets of Chi town. It was a nice change of scenery, but very cold. The temps were no colder than what I've been running in back home, but it seemed so much colder here...came back and cleaned up. After that I decided I would update the software on my bb since it had been popping up with some errors every now and then. In the midst of this update my computer decided to freeze up on me and this left my phone...well...dead.

not working...shit...shit shit shit...

I'm here at my cousins house, my phone doesn't work, they don't have a land line, no one else is home and I have no way to contact anyone...I. am. stranded.

Wait...I could IM my mom on gtalk...and so I did.

She called the verizon customer service and played middle man in the very short conversation that ended up with me being told my phone was dead and not fixable...ugh!

I'm supposed to make a four hour drive home tomorrow with no phone? Not gonna happen. After freaking out for a brief moment, my cousin came home and we discussed the game plan. Long story short, this evening was spent at the Verizon Wireless store where a lovely man went out of his way to help me get a new phone...not just any new phone...but the NEW bb curve. They didn't have a replacement phone for my curve anywhere in the city, so they were able to do an emergency upgrade (I guess this is very hard to get done) and I was able to walk out with a phone...of course this did cost me a bit of money I wasn't prepared to spend but it was totally worth it to have the peace of mind of having contact with the rest of society!

So, tonight I have been sitting on the couch re-loading all the software I had on my old phone, getting my calendar and contacts synced and changing all my settings. The night has flown and now I should get to bed...it was an early morning! At least I don't have to rush out in the morning and can sleep in for a bit! See you at home!

2009-12-11T09:45:00.004-06:00

Yesterday was my first sub zero run outside...-9 windchill to be exact. I had on two pairs of socks, two pairs of underwear, my Nike DriFit winter running pants and two long sleeve shirts...It was just enough clothing.

I tell you what, buying those Yaktrax was one of the best purchases I have made. I haven't felt unsteady on my feet once when wearing those outside in this snow! I even did form drills (high knees, butt kicks, and skips) and did fall! If you don't have them I highly suggest it!

I hadn't taken any pics of the snow storm yet, so here are a few from the back of our house showing how much snow we got...I think we ended up with about 10.5"- yuck!

Feeling good after my run! (Notice the frost on my forehead!)

My sis emailed this to me this morning...I love it!

This is exactly the setup I hope to have some day. I will absolutely have a chihuahua (still) but have always wanted a Dane too. I think this pic is adorable!!

Today I need to run out to the craft store and get some yarn. I am knitting a scarf again this year for our White Elephant gift exchange the family does, and I want to knit my dad one too as well as a new one for myself. Here is the one I made myself last January...I wear it all the time and LOVE it...need something that's more like a black or grey this year.

I made this one for my mom...It's so fluffy and she looks so cozy when she wears it. Her coat is tan so it matches perfectly!

And this one I made for my sister. She wanted something to wear with all of her coats so I incorporated both grayish/black with a white to cover all the bases.

It's been a while since I knitted (almost a year) so it will take me a bit longer to get started again but it's kind of like riding a bike. You never really forget, just get kind of rusty! I'll post a pic of how it turns out!

Cancer Sucks

2009-12-10T10:28:00.002-06:00

So, very recently our family was hit with some upsetting news. My dad has been suffering with hip pain over the last 6-7 months and after lots of treatment (medications, physical therapy, x-rays, etc) he was finally referred to an Orthopedic Specialist who sent him for an MRI...bad news. A large mass was found in his pelvic bone and was shortly thereafter biopsied to reveal cancer. Diffuse Large B Cell Non-Hodgkins Lyphoma, to be exact. After getting over the initial shock of the news, I immediately started thinking about what I could do to help. It's a given that I will support him through this with my positivity, my knowledge of medicine and by just physically being here for him, but I wanted to do more. SO, I visited the American Cancer Society website and found the DetermiNation program. I am already registered for the Madison 1/2 Marathon in May 2010 and decided to use this as a vehicle to raise money and awareness for the fight against cancer, and it will be done in my dad's name. You can visit my personal page to donate or to just find out more about cancer and the research being done. I'll be updating both that page and my blog with my training progress as well as my fundraising efforts.

Speaking of training, I must go run now. The temp outside is -2 with -20 degree wind chills...bundle up!!

Let it snow, Let it snow, Let it snow

2009-12-09T10:18:00.004-06:00

First off, I have to (again) talk about my sister's recent completion of IM Cozumel. She did such a great job and persevered through some not so fun conditions...here is the pic of her crossing the finish line...

I tried to get this shot as I was standing behind the gate that was to her left, however I was not at a good angle to catch this shot. As soon as she came through she came over and gave me a big, sweaty hug and I had to fight back tears. As I was standing there waiting for her and watching other people come through the finish line, I was on the verge of tears the whole time. There was just something that was overwhelming about that experience, even just as a spectator. Here is her official finishers photo

Monday I took my only final for the semester. It was tough and we were all so glad to be done. The semester brought a wealth of emotions and we all toughed it out together. With that being said, we all celebrated together as well. Margaritas were had to toast the end of the semester and the fact that we only have one left!!! Here is the crew at Hacienda...

I was enjoying my margarita a little too much! I opted for the jumbo size as I was trying to be cost efficient...

After coming home from the celebration, I had some work to get done that had been severely neglected. I had previously posted something regarding a venture that I am working on. Not time to tell you yet, but I am about done with the groundwork and come next week, I'll be at a point where I just wait to hear. I'll let you know soon!!

Later in the evening, I was invited to join my girls for an evening of making homemade caramels. Boy was this an experience! The first two batches were a bust, however we finally got the method down and the caramels were delicious! While Jen, Rhonda and I made the caramels, Amy kept the kids busy in the other room...

This was our first batch that was botched...it was so hard we couldn't even cut it so we just busted it out of the pan and chewed off pieces! It tasted good but wasn't something we could give to anyone. We ended up putting it back outside and letting it completely freeze then we were able to bust it up like toffee/peanut brittle...that will be one to just keep at home.

Above is Amy, Jen and I trying to chew on the rock hard caramel...below is Rhonda, Jen and I cheezing it up during the candy making! I love these girls!

Tuesday began a snowstorm that was to eventually turn into a blizzard. I had to work last night and I knew it would either be absolutely nuts or absolutely dead...the latter was true. It was nice to know that people were listening to the authorities as to stay home and not drive. The roads were bad and in an ER, that can make for an interesting night! My parents wouldn't let me drive home last night so they came to get me after work and their big truck got through the snow fine (my car would have been stuck pretty quickly). This is what I woke up to this morning...

I have to work tonight again, we are officially under a blizzard warning until midnight because the winds are supposed to pick up to like 35-50 mph..brrrrr! Hopefully people will again, just stay home so we don't have to deal with a bunch of car accidents. Hear that people?...STAY HOME!!

Stay warm and happy hump-day! Starting tomorrow I'm going to be running wild through the weekend and into next week. I'll try to update but can't promise anything!

I'm sore!

2009-12-06T09:19:00.002-06:00

As mentioned previously, my sis surprised me with an early Christmas present which was training by her coach for my 1/2 marathon I'm doing in the spring...my first week is down (one run yet today) and I'm sore!!! It's not a bad sore though, it's good. I miss feeling like this from my old bodybuilding days. Every day you're working a different group of muscles so on any given day you are sore...feels good!

Next week I have one final and then I'll be DONE with school until FEBRUARY!! I'm so excited to have some time off! When I go back it will only be 4 months until I graduate...can you believe it??!!

Well, I better get out for my run before the day slips away! Will get back to posting more next week...this week has been nuts!

Cozumel in a nutshell...

2009-12-02T20:36:00.006-06:00

In no particular order...here is a photo story of my trip, starting with race day. Chelle did AMAZING and completed the race in 13 hours and 35 minutes. We went scuba diving and snorkeling, sat by the pool/beach a lot, drank a lot, saw lots of iguanas and other lizards/creatures, met some other Iowa folks (who weren't there for IM), and had an all around great time. Enjoy!

Chelle and Coach Liz (fellow blogger friend)

Mass chaos at Chankanaab water park where the swim was

Chelle heading out for the swim start

Leaving T1 heading out for the bike...2.4 miles down, 138.2 to go!

Kristen (Chelle's friend) and I took the scooter to the other side of the island to cheer on the athletes where there would likely be no fans...

Chelle on the bike course looking strong!

Leaving T2, heading out for the run! (Only) a marathon left to go!!

She always had a smile on her face!

This guy was an inspiration...Ironman on a prosthetic leg.

Kristen and I finally had our first beer of the day around 7 PM

Chelle conquered the island! She is all done and STILL smiling!

Rachelle, you are an IRONMAN!!!

This is a HUGE angel fish we saw on our dive...I think it looks fake!

Kristen and I posing at 40 ft below the water!

I love scuba!

Kristen and I with Andrey, our scuba instructor

Kristen and I (far right) with our Iowa friends

Chelle and I

Huge ass iguana we saw after our dive

Me encanta Mexico!

Update soon

2009-11-30T23:27:00.003-06:00

I know, i kind of dropped the ball with updating while on our little vacation. I must say it got the best of me and by days end, I was crawling into bed around 8:30 PM or so. That fresh air and sun (and alcohol) really takes it out of you! Anyways, I'll update soon with lots of pics and a full race day report from this Ironman Spectathlete...

Check out my sis' blog to see her updates (she did a much better job than I did!)

Greetings from Cozumel!

2009-11-25T19:20:00.005-06:00

Day one is coming to a close. We started in Moline at 0400 and made it to Cozumel around 1400. It is beautiful here! Apparently there was a bit of a rain storm prior to our arrival...when we got to the cozumel airport (see pic below) the customs terminal was in the process of being squeegied out...it was full of water at one point. We made it to the hotel, checked in and killed some time before dinner, which was amazing by the way! We ate italian and Tribeaner and I found our margarita spot!! We took some pics on the beach and are currently sitting in the lobby (which is open air) and happens to be the only place where the wi-fi works. So, I'll try to get an update at the end of each day. I'll finish with some pics from the day...tomorrow is scuba diving!!!

Mom and Jim at QC Airport

QC Airport

Beautiful sunrise view from the airplane

Ready to head to Cozumel!!

Mom getting a strawberry daquiri

One of the many views of the ocean

Jim and I on the beach

Me on the beach

beautiful skies

Mom, sis and tribeaner

mom and jim

Margarita Time!!!

This is their way of honoring our Thanksgiving holiday...live turkeys in the lobby!!

Cozumel here we come!!!

2009-11-25T05:22:00.001-06:00

I am updating from the airport in the Quad Cities. Next stop is Dallas then Cozumel!! Check back for pictures and updates from the trip!

Travel Plans

2009-11-20T13:03:00.002-06:00

As I plan for my quickly approaching trip south, I can't help but have a million things running through my mind. What about all of these regulations with what you can and can't carry on the plane? What about phone service? What should I bring to wear? Do I bring my fun summery girlie stuff or my "I'm a runner" stuff so I fit in with all the other athletes around? I'm thinking a nice mix of all of the above. On the days where I'm just hanging out, I wanna enjoy the heat and wear my dresses and skirts and shorts, but on the BIG DAY I plan to wear something comfy as I hear being a spectathlete is quite trying as well....

I need to make sure I have a game plan for that day. Nutrition and hydration are my key focus and I'll have to find a grocery store somewhere prior to the BIG DAY in order to ensure I have what I need. What about a cooler? Maybe I'll have to see if my soft cooler will fit in my luggage...I bet I can make it work.

I'm getting my hair done today (gotta look good!) and contemplating a mani/pedi at some point. My nails are AWFUL! Not sure if that will happen though. I just can't wait for this trip to come. It seems like not that long ago that my sis told us of her plan and the looooooooooong anticipation of the trip began. Now it's here, 5 days and I'll be soakin up the sun! I found out that my phone will still get text and data at no extra cost while I'm there so I'll do some brief posting of pics and stuff with a full report on my return. I'll be sure to include how my sis does as well! Swing by her place and wish her luck!

Adored

2009-11-18T13:58:00.000-06:00

I can't imagine life without this little guy. He brings me so much joy and happiness and unconditional love. I love how, when sitting on the couch with him, he HAS to be touching you. I love it when he paws at you if you stop petting him. I love how he is always at the door waiting for me when I come home...I could go on and on...
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I have a coach!!

2009-11-17T10:51:00.002-06:00

I woke up this morning to an email from Liz "...As an early Christmas present [your sister] is giving you 6 months of coaching with me to work toward your Madison marathon goal..."

WOOOOHOOOO!!

I have a coach!

I haven't really spoken about this whole 1/2 Mary thing, but I've been working with my sis to decide which one to do and when and where and you know how it all goes...

Anyways, the weekend after I graduate from college I'll run my first 1/2 marathon, no, take that back...I'll RACE my first 1/2 marathon!

I'm stoked, to say the least. I can't wait to get started. Cozumel next week and when I get back it's time to work!

Longest run yet!

2009-11-16T20:34:00.003-06:00

Today was my longest run yet. I had a .84 mi loop to do 8 times. My final distance was 6.5 miles and it felt good! I'm really trying to work on keeping my HR in check, hydration and nutrition.

After my run

Stinky!! I knew I sweat a lot but really?? (gross too, I know! I thought it was funny though)

Some much needed caffeine and warmth after my run. I got a bagel too...

After my run, I HAD to watch Sarah Palin on Oprah. I don't know why I was so interested in it but i was. It was interesting and Tito and I snuggled on the couch while I watched. After that, I took a much needed shower and then went grocery shopping. I was SO hungry and still had to prepare dinner when I got home so I busted open my favorite treat!!

Pita Chips and roasted red pepper hummus

Speaking of dinner...

That is fiesta corn, yellow and red peppers, mushrooms, sun dried tomatoes and Morningstar "chicken" strips

I cooked up some orzo pasta as well and added it in along with some olive oil and garlic pepper...YUMMY!

After filling my belly, I needed to upload my data from the garmin and now I need to do a bit of school work. Now that I'm done with my paper, it seems like I have a lot more time, but I still have stuff I need to get done.

On another note, while I was at the store I ran into an old classmate of mine. We were catching up on what we had been doing since graduation. He told me he was in the Infantry in the Army for 6 years and served in Iraq. He talked about how the things he has seen have kind of messed with him over the years...how could they not! I can't even begin to fathom what our servicemen have to see and do in combat situation. Anyways, it really made me think about what they have all done for us.

THANK YOU EVERYONE IN THE ARMED FORCES

I also realized something else while talking to him. I am finally at the point where I feel like I have something to tell when people ask me what i've been up to. The past several years it has always been "school and work". Now I can say I'll graduate in May with my BSN and talk about my future plans to work in trauma. Not that I was embarrassed to say I was a student, it's just that I'm ready to be MORE than a student and it's not that far off.

Well, time to wind down and call it a night. Hope the beginning to your week was as good as mine!

Frustration

2009-11-13T23:16:00.002-06:00

I'm frustrated.

And that's an understatement.

I love, LOVE my blackberry but it's gone haywire.

I went to look at my calender earlier today and noticed that there was TWO of every entry I had made. So, after trying to figure out what happened, I checked my google calendar from where my bb calendar syncs from and there was only one of each entry there.

Huh? What the...

So, I went through and deleted the duplicate of everything...EVERY SINGLE THING.

The evening went on and I thought I'd recheck the calendar because I knew it had synced again...what???!!!! TWO OF EVERYTHING AGAIN!!!

What's the deal? I've checked every single place I can to change my calendar options, I've cleared my calendar completely and re-synced it, TWICE...it keeps coming back. What's the deal? I can't find anything on the blackberry website. I guess I'll have to call support at some point. At least my phone still works fine, but this is one of the main reasons I got this phone...to save my shoulder from the years of hauling around a LARGE paper planner in my purse.

Any suggestions?

I'm done!

2009-11-13T10:00:00.000-06:00

Here she is! My last undergrad paper EVER! I have already submitted it online but I have to turn in a hard copy along with my research articles. It feels good to be done! On to the next project...
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